aproclivity

Eh, I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm so tired and listless and now I'm worried that this whole thing may be depression-based rather then medical based. Maybe cause people keep telling me it is. I dunno. It's not redbull based or whatever, but I'm losing my words more and more frequently, to the point where I keep having to pause as I write this post to attempt to remember what I'm gonna say. I dunno. I just feel like caring about nothing and everything is effecting me in such a hypersensitive way. Oy. Three weeks from today I go home. Not looking forward to that. And it some few days I'm turning 29. For a moment I typed 30 and had a heart attack. Eh. Should be working on my paper but I'm so fucking tired all the time. I dunno. Maybe this weekend I'll try the no caffeines route if I get this done. We'll see. At least I finished Dracula. Fuck, I love that book.