aproclivity: (fantastic)
So, going forward. Brought some Chinese books. I'm gonna spend an hour a day doing them so I have a basis for when school starts. Also, it'll help me keep my brain sharp. I need some structure other then simply getting online and fucking around all day. So it'll be an hour of Chinese, an hour of reading, an hour of napping, and then an hour of writing before RPing and fucking around online. I need to get my brain back into shape, and sitting on it like this isn't gonna help.

Also? Brien is my hero and he should be yours too. <3.

But for now, catching up on sleep.
aproclivity: (Labyrinth)
So yeah, slowly coming to the realization that an empty laptop means a new beginning, and that it needs filling up, like a lot of stuff at this point. I'm 29 now, which is probably the first time I've been able to type those words without wanting to go find a razor and start carving the years off. I'm also starting to realize I can do this. Reading Trina's awesome post about graduation at MH and everything else it entails (and the conversation earlier) reminded me why I wanted to go to Moho in the first place, and it gives me faith I can get through it. Right now I have like a 3.7 GPA cause the Dean withdrew me from one of my classes so I don't have an F for the fucking James course, and I can get through the rest of it. I am not alone in this, no matter how I may feel about it.

I'm a grown up, and I'm learning to be better at it. And in 2 years I'll have my degree, and I'll be able to go whereever I want with it. Maybe it won't be like I planned, maybe I won't be like I planned...but I'll be able to get through it.

<3s.
aproclivity: (Labyrinth)
So yeah, I've locked my last post, because I've receached a decision about it. I'm not going to think about it anymore, or talk about it anymore because doing both of those things gives it power over me, and I can't have that bullshit hanging over me during finals. Right now, the paper is tucked inside a box that's ready to go home, and when I get there, I'm going to set the fucker on fire. But before I do that, I wanna say that it's not the fact that it was a bad paper, it was the fact that she gave me a "A-" on content (she's one of those professors) and a "C-" on the writing, so I'm assuming that means I got a "B-" on the paper which is fine with me. I'm not thinking of it anymore.

Anyway, I hate days when both showers are filled when I need to take one. Fail. I'm so freaking sleepy. I really don't want to go to classes, but I totally have to. Oh well. I'm gonna go see if the showers are empty.

Drunken Dracula tonight! Call me and lemme know if you want in!

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