aproclivity

So, today sucks. A lot. I got up at 7:50 for the conference on China at eight, got over there and the panels didn't start until eight thirty. So, I woke up that early for no good reason. The panels were cool and stuff, and like...it was really full. So, I sat in the back against the wall on the floor. During one of the more boring panels, I got up to use the bathroom.

The important thing to know is that we were in Gamble auditorium, and it like...has odd stair placement. And some of the stairs are lipped. I missed the lip because of my depth perception and tripped. Thankfully, it was outside and not in. My knee...popped. Again. And it hurt a fucking lot. I went back in and took a perocet. Sat through the panel and my knee is still fucking killing me.

I actually called my mom to go to the ER, but I need to wait for her to do six thousand other things. Also, this sucks cause I'm gonna stay home tonight, mostly because there are eight million stairs here and it took me like ten minutes to get up them cause it hurt so bad. I hate my existence. One would thing I would have assumed was that I'd be getting better at this by now, and being able to better navigate this shit. I'm not and it's driving me insane. I'm constantly hitting myself on something or hitting someone else or stumbling...the other day I missed my bed.

I'm so fucking sick of this shit.

You know it's going to be a bad day when you wake up a half an hour before your alarm goes off to chug an entire energy in three swigs and then start on a second now that the alarm has gone off. I hate midsemester. I can't wait until Spring break, for obvious reasons.

Also, I brought a reed defuser last night and it just fails. It's giving me a headache even though I closed the fucking thing up. Fail. The window is open, and has been for about...all night and that's not even helping. All it's doing is making my room cold. Bah. Also.

THE YELLOW FLASHING LIGHTS ARE IN EFFECT. CARS MAY NOT STOP. is the quite possibly the most annoying thing ever. And it keeps going on and on. I just want to find the people who thought it was a good idea and like torture them by making them listen to it over and over while I drive across their face.

Wow, I'm in a bright and shiny mood today aren't I? I just wanna go back to sleep. Fucking classes.