Randomly randomness

So, apparently Dan from my class is offically my savior because the paper that I ended up not being able to do is now not due for another two weeks. Yeah, so woot for that. Although, Jill flaked and we were supposed to be doing her line reading thing with Jack today so it means that I am here for like three hours longer then I have to be because my mom ended up telling Krissy that she could babysit til five. This means that if I'm gonna go to the protest thing, which I was kinda sorta planning to do, I would have to end up going from here to drop my mom off and then driving like a bastard in order to get to Springfield for 6, which I probably wouldn't be able to do.

God, this is so weird, I didn't bring anything to do, so I'm sitting here playing DG, something I haven't done in ages. It totally sucks not being premium on it anymore. I'm hoping that at three-thirty I'll go see Jack and talk to him for a few minutes, and then call my mother and tell her to come and pick me up. Man, I wish I had brought my stats book with me, it totally sucks that I didn't. I just don't have the ability to sit here and read a bunch of bullshit today, I just wanna curl up with a novel and read and play videogames and watch movies and shit. Hopefully, I'll be able to do that rather soon, being as I'm start on Spring break tomorrow. Woot for that, and also for going to see NIN tomorrow as well. It will be nice to see Sara, it's so fucking weird not to have seen her in so long, and not to have seen her online. There seems to be this whole big thing were no one is online anymore. I haven't seen Bri or Brit in ages, and I'm kinda a little worried about them.

I would be able to see Sara and message her back and forth if school wasn't so completely and utterly Nazi like when it comes to Myspace. I don't understand why they fucking blocked it, and yet people can still sign on and be able to watch porn and shit. God, Bush is on CNN and it's driving me insane. The fucking Patriot act is being fucking extended, it makes me completely and utterly sick.

Today in class we watched a movie that the Pentagon watched before they opened up Abu-Gray. It's called "The Battle of Algers." It's a totally and completely heart-breaking movie, it's seriously scary the things in which went on when the French was trying to keep the city of Algers under it's colonial control. I hate colonalism; it makes me feel as if I'm one of those dirty white people. God, there's this one line in the movie that reminds me so badly about Bush, and he's like almost repeating it in every fucking speech he makes attempting to keep his immoral and illegal occupation of Iraq up, "we have to accept the consquences if we want to stay." It's really, really scary to think about that. Seriously.

But anyway, rent "The Battle of Algers" it's an amazing movie. Apparently the director only cast one professional actor in the movie. You really couldn't tell, it's just that good. I might have to actually buy it, at the very least, I wanna rent it again and write about it for my big ass final paper thingy.

Still annoyed that I don't have an angry icon. I looked last night instead of writing my paper, really couldn't find one, so I'm gonna have to actually do some work and look for one today.

It's funny, sitting here and writing out this big ass blog entry, it makes me remember how much I used to love to write, and how good I used to be at it. Now, I feel like I have no creativity. Seriously, it makes me sad and really want to carve out pieces of my brain. I wish I knew what to do how to make it work again.

I wish I knew how to quit you.

So, it's very nearly fucking time to go and meet with Jack, so I'm gonna cut this off. It's kinda funny how I'm blogging so much from school, but it really is the sourse of all of my sorrows.

Yeah, big ass post.