Bleh

*Growl, mutter, groan.* You know, I'm trying to be good here and sit at school and not go out tonight and have fun and actually work on my paper before it's actually due in two hours, but instead I'm sitting here looking at my first paragraph thinking that my concept sucks and that I should think of something else to write because it is entirely based upon a concept that I misread in the text. I seriously hate my life.

Further, my tired ass brain is sitting here, attempting to make the hamster run upon it's wheel and all that's happening is that the really, really annoying monitor's really, really annoying music is totally and completely driving me crazy and making me want to cry. Stupid old sucky music. It's slowly strangling the hamster, and making me wish I could do the same to myself.

So, yay it's offical, I now have more written in my LJ then on my paper itself. I really wanna go out and get bombed, but I already feel entirely stupid in my classes now, and I can't imagine how stupid I'd feel if I went into the classroom tomorrow with no paper.

My application to Mount Holyoke is sunk, my good GPA is sunk, so what the hell, might as well loose the professor's I actually like respect as well.

I also just realized I no longer have a good pissed icon on here, and that pisses me off muchly.

Edited: The music has suddenly become the sort of country about killing one's wife and stealing back the dog. Fuck this, I'm out.