aproclivity

So, I called the doctor's office yesterday and today to see when the fuck I'm supposed to have the sleep test. They ended up finally calling me back and telling me that they'll be calling me tomorrow (one week from when I've seen the doctor) with the study day which will probably be at least a month away which means at least five weeks before we hear whether or not this is what's wrong with me. So, at least five more weeks of this. I don't know if I can deal with it. Fuck, I'm crying. I hate this.