aproclivity

So yeah, slowly coming to the realization that an empty laptop means a new beginning, and that it needs filling up, like a lot of stuff at this point. I'm 29 now, which is probably the first time I've been able to type those words without wanting to go find a razor and start carving the years off. I'm also starting to realize I can do this. Reading Trina's awesome post about graduation at MH and everything else it entails (and the conversation earlier) reminded me why I wanted to go to Moho in the first place, and it gives me faith I can get through it. Right now I have like a 3.7 GPA cause the Dean withdrew me from one of my classes so I don't have an F for the fucking James course, and I can get through the rest of it. I am not alone in this, no matter how I may feel about it.

I'm a grown up, and I'm learning to be better at it. And in 2 years I'll have my degree, and I'll be able to go whereever I want with it. Maybe it won't be like I planned, maybe I won't be like I planned...but I'll be able to get through it.

<3s.