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I have floaters in my good eye. I see the doctor today at 3:15. I...hate everything and I'm scared out of my mind. If I...I can't. I can't go through months of painful recovery only to have everything go bad. It this happens, I'll be completely blind for at least three months. It would mean taking the semester off of school, and losing everything of enjoyment in my life. I'm scared to death.

Relief?

Went and saw the doc. Sorry, no texting because my eyes are wonky from the dilating drops. I'm okay, but they're worried about the floaters coming on so quickly with my history (and probably my worry about it) so I'm gonna see them in three weeks on July 7th. (They're closed the whole week of the fourth). I'm better but still worried, I like....yeah. Being totally blind would break me. It just would.


Also, just lulz: God is in the rain, but the devil's in the wind. -Brien