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[aproclivity]

I have floaters in my good eye. I see the doctor today at 3:15. I...hate everything and I'm scared out of my mind. If I...I can't. I can't go through months of painful recovery only to have everything go bad. It this happens, I'll be completely blind for at least three months. It would mean taking the semester off of school, and losing everything of enjoyment in my life. I'm scared to death.

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[beautiful-void.livejournal.com]

Oh God. My thoughts are with you, ET. *big huge hugs*

[a-proclivity.livejournal.com]

*Hugs* Thanks, ET.

[beautiful-void.livejournal.com]

*sends you a 9 and a Jack and whoever else may bring you comfort without slashing your body into neat and tidy ribbons*

[beautiful-void.livejournal.com]

Please let me know how it goes, too.

[ihadtimetokill.livejournal.com]

oh, good luck my dear. everything will work out if you let it...and i don't know if i can take mhc without you!

[a-proclivity.livejournal.com]

No kidding, I miss our ice cream and brunch. I'm gonna send out a big group text when I get out.

[eleanorruby.livejournal.com]

(hugs)

[a-proclivity.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[purridot.livejournal.com]

You're a tough cookie, hon.

[a-proclivity.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

[enigma731.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I know it probably doesn't make you feel any better, but I've had floaters for years, so it is possible it's nothing. I really hope yours are harmless this time.

[trinora.livejournal.com]

Same here. Good luck, good luck, love you so much.

[a-proclivity.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I love you too. We need to get together before you go to the wilds of Colorado. (After you get home, of course.)

[a-proclivity.livejournal.com]

I'm worried because these ones are just like the first warning sign I had 9 months ago.