I guess it’s alright if I don’t even know what you’re angry about...

Gods, why are the birds going so crazy tonight? It's insane. I really wanna go to bed, I wish I could sleep. Sometimes I think there are mirrored people in my life, and they keep like acting in equal and opposite ways. I dunno how to explain it. I dunno like...I hate this month. May just always sucks for me. I really don't wanna go home. I don't want to stay. I dunno. I say that so often, and I know people get frustrated with me over it. I get frustrated with me over it. I just wish I could feel something other then this crushing...vagueness.