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Oh god, I fucking hate my life. I am totally having the worst fucking week ever, seriously, I just want to fucking shoot myself in the face and get it over with. Let's examine why my week sucks so much, shall we?

1. My bruised bone foot that keeps getting worse and not better, and only exhasperated by the fact that my fucking painkillers are almost done.

2. My aunt Clara died. She was my godmother (not that it matters to me, the whole god thing, but still) and she was my mother's closest sibling. She was sixty-three, and my mother is freaking out about it and has been since Weds. 

3. I am really fucking worried about my mother.

4. There is something intiately wrong with me that makes people who are supposed to be my friends just completely fuck me over.

5. Brit isn't coming. Her grandmother is a manipulative bitch.

6. I had to tell Brit I couldn't put my life on hold waiting for her to come.

7. My mouth is too big and I am really fucking dumb and piss people off without meaning to.

8. I just fucking broke my playstation because my fucking cast got stuck on the cord and pulled it off my dresser. It won't read any discs.

9. The playstation and the movies I watched on it were the only things that were keeping me sane. 

10. Life. Because ten seems like a perfect and round fucking number.