The scoop

[aproclivity]

So, here's the scoop with stuff. There's something wrong with me. I know I say that kinda often, cause I'm a wicked hypochondriac, and loads of the time it's nothing and I never do anything about it, but I am now. For a while, a long while it seems...I have moments were I can't find my words. Like they should be there and they're just not. Stupid things, little things I know. There, their, they're, to, too, two; things like that. Words that are close in my brain. It's getting worse now, alot worse. I'm also constantly tired and when I'm not on eighty bazillion energy drinks, all I wanna do is sleep constantly. And by sleeping constantly I mean that the nine hours I slept are not enough. All I wanna do is go back to sleep right now, and I know I could if I don't make myself get up and take a shower and shit.

I'm also having weird twitches and trembling that's been going on for awhile too. Like, I'll just drop stuff from my fingers, or I'll twitch. Last night I dropped my computer. It was very nearly a disaster, and I totally would have shot myself in the face. A lot of the time when I wake up in the morning it takes me a few moments to get my fingers to work and shit. And the weirdest thing of all is that my vision turned blue for a moment, like someone stuffed a blue lens inside my glasses.

I've known there was something wrong forever, but yeah...sucks. And googling everything is so the worst thing in the world for me too do. Someone stop me from doing that. So yeah. Going to go shower and then drop Shakespeare. I don't wanna do it, but I got a C and a F and there's only this paper and a quiz and I don't want to kill my GPA for the second time. Today is the last day for it, so yeah. Anyway, going to shower now. I have an appointment on Friday at noon with the Doctor, it was the earliest she had. I wish she had one today. Damn it.

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[eleanorruby.livejournal.com]

i hate to say it, but, could it have anything to do with drinking too many energy drinks? a girl in one of my classes did a little report on it once that said something like one energy drink is the equivalent of four cups of coffee, caffeine-wise, so drinking two could put you at risk for a heart attack, regardless of how healthy (or unhealthy) you are otherwise, which may be why you've been feeling jittery and lethargic. i know that if i have one too many cups of coffee at work, i get a tad shaky and really really fucking tired (and, of course, airheady because i'm tired).

maybe you should try not having any energy drinks for a while, as hard as it seems. since you feel ridiculously tired anyway, you should just go with the flow, take naps if you need to, and drink lots of water. maybe once it's all out of your system you'll feel better? i mean, it's just a shot in the dark, but i do know that it couldn't hurt.